The Black Box.

I call the therapist Kit - this is not the therapist's actual name. The dialogues in this blog are transcripts from recordings. Today, yet again I'm thinking that I should make an official complaint.  It won't happen.  This blog is it. .  This blog provides crash info. A Black Box . What I want people to understand from my experience is that qualifications in therapy are no guarantee of safe therapy. He had a Masters in therapy (2 years?) but his degree was in an entirely different subject. That means just two years of theory and placement - placement isn't overseen by anyone. And supervisors only know what they hear from their supervisee. If your therapist 'only' has a level 5 qualification, they will have studied therapy for 4 to 5 years -  that is 5 years of practice sessions supervised by tutors, plus 100 hours of placement.  Just saying... 23rd May 2022.  Minimising the emotional impact of what happened to my family. Undermining my interpretation of ev...

There is in many of us, obviously, a deep-seated desire to assent to extraterrestrial forces – to be embraced by them, overwhelmed by them, and if possible deprived by them of our own weary responsibility for ourselves. ​— ​“HICCUPS FROM OUTER SPACE”: RUSSELL DAVIES, REVIEWING CLOSE ENCOUNTERS OF THE THIRD KIND, IN THE OBSERVER, MARCH 19, 1978 Vallee, Jacques. Messengers of Deception: UFO Contacts and Cults (p. 32).  Eros is deeply, deeply irrational, and traditionally understood as a yearning for the sublime. A chalice of wonder and bliss we can't ignore.  And so we seek the outer to ignite the inner... The quote from Russell Davies made me think. About the sublime. About Eros. About yearning. And I'd not considered how powerful people's yearnings for "The space brothers" a faith in salvation from above, can be - until I read Messengers of Deception . The space brothers, those benevolent and wise aliens, are a symbol. A yearning for wisdom rich, anomalous saviour...

Nigredo, or blackness, is the first stage of the alchemical magnum opus, representing putrefaction, decomposition, and the "dark night of the soul". I am not sitting on rocks looking out at the infinitely blue-black deep of Muxia. Instead, I watch waves of blackness roll through me. YouTube lets me know when he has posted. I don't follow him, but YouTube knows that I care and so...so even if I didn't want to know, I know and it is my habit to  'turn my ear to The Great Below'. It hurts. There is no remedy. No truth. No flux, no dissolution, no nigredo.  The subject of his video? Blackness. Dressed in black, black background. His lecture tears my heart wide open. We are so far apart that we meet. Enantiodromia - Jung, following Heraclitus, so named this phenomenon. In the philosophy of Heraclitus it [enantiodromia] is used to designate the play of opposites in the course of events—the view that everything that exists turns into its opposite. C.G. Jung (1949)...